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QUC
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Yeah does that surprise you.
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QUC
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How does that sound.
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QUO
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Does that sound about right.
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QUC
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So you are you do have housing now.
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REC, RES
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Yeah does that surprise you or does that seem like it’s.
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QUC
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Um medical risk psychological risks social risks and it’s a scale from one to ten and you were in a nine.
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GI
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So well did you have any other questions for me or.
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QUC
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So where do you think you go from here then at this point.
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QUO
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QUO
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So what do you make of that.
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QUO
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Were you doing this by yourself or were you.
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QUC
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What do you mean by that.
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QUO
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Do you think you’ve hit rock bottom now.
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QUC
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What do you mean by absurd.
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QUO
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Are you thinking of mike’s hard.
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QUC
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What do you mean by that what.
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QUO
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In terms of your actual blood alcohol level.
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QUC
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RES
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Okay and you said that you used to drink a little bit more last year it sounds like.
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RES
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Okay so by cutting down it sounds like you were thinking use occasionally but not use as much.
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REC
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Yeah you mentioned that and you felt like that kinda.
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RES
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You’re talking about you and your experience.
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GI, REC
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You mentioned that maybe right here with legally intoxicated I know you mentioned earlier that you always have safe transportation so that would be a more safe area for you.
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GI, RES
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Well it sounds like you use it in a way that’s pretty controlled.
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REC
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It sounds like it it sounds like you’re doing it it sounds like you have um you say you feel better right is that physically and emotionally.
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AF, QUC, REC, RES
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So when you talked about going to treatment twelve times you were talking about a a or you were talking about in-patient treatment ah.
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QUC
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REC
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Mm-hmm so you’re two birds of a feather it sounds like.
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REC
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And yet it sounds like you do have depression at times you.
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RES
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Yeah it sounds like you’ve turned it around.
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REC
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Okay so it sounds like drinking is kind of like a.
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RES
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So it really truly to me it sounds like you’ve really been thinking about this pretty hard.
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REC
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And it seems like you’re not having any withdrawals at this point but you’ve physically or psychologically dependent upon alcohol.
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GI, QUC, RES
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Well it sounds like that’s a big deterrent for you.
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REC
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That’s hard it sounds like but you know what but.
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GI, RES, SU
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I put alcohol by myself I can do anything.
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You know because I know I’m a good person.
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FN
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Doing anything with that coke that scares me that straight up scares me.
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But I really don’t know that I had a choice.
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Because it’s not good for you and it’s bad and I don’t like it it makes me feel guilty and.
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Yeah but I I just can’t leave the cocaine alone I can’t stay away from it.
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Well I shouldn’t be doing it and it’s illegal it’s it’s bad for you I know it's bad and I do it because when I drink too much sometimes I do that because it’s so much it’s all around me not all around me but it’s easy accessible to get and when I’m not drinking I would never touch it.
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Just like I said my own excitement.
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Yeah I don’t feel like I drink anything crazy or anything besides strictly beer I’m pretty cheap too so.
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I usually do mix when I drink actually.
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FN
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Yes I do smoke weed and I would smoke weed every day if I had it I mean I used to when I was younger I used to but now I only smoke it when I’m around certain people and I only see them maybe once a week so to me that’s not severe or heavy.
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Feel stressed I take a lot of naps when I get stressed out and watch movies stuff like that back home I take baths but I can’t really do that here so.
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FN
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Yes if I have to only if I have to I change but if I don’t have to I can survive working there working here I’m not gonna quit man.
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It kind of explains a lot because I take naps just about every day and like I don’t usually dream at night but when I take naps I have some pretty intense dreams.
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Like I said I mean it’s been a while since I really had a problem.
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Right absolutely it means not it’s not a it’s I’m probably underestimating what I feel I’m probably lowballing how horrible I feel honestly.
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FN
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